Just To Make It clear

It started to get a hold of me but i had to pull back and think and realize this is KIX were talking about I'm too cute with many potentials and a go getter that always complete her task So quite often, the easiest way to get rid of a minus is to change it into a plus. sometimes you will find that characteristics you try hard to eliminate eventually come back, anyways. But if you do the right thing, they will come back in the right ways. And sometimes those very tendencies that you dislike the most can show up in the right way at the right time to save your life, somehow........

Whats next

I cant help the pain that i face i never felt so betrayed at times it may seem like I'm happy inside as i smile but it hurt every day even when i laugh out loud it don't matter what way i look what way i turn when night fall and i lay the tears start to fall my mom say ke its going to be alright but she don't understand how deeply i feel inside. bro say its not worth it but he so heartless that he could never be wrong "Friend" makes me smile but still it hurt when i walk away or say goodnight I'm not saying that i just accept what happen but if it meant anything why wait till it come to this when it could of been finish when you wanted to begin i never thought i would say this or admit it but my heart was really in i need to close the chapter well story to this but were do i begin cause i cant open another book until this was is complete to its end

change

Hey y'all i thought really long this past week and i have came to the end of the road to just say i need to make the change its not a bad change but i know its better for me even tho i might not understand completely why I'm doing this but i feel good about it so too the close ones near me don't feel outta place with things i say or do just be there and remember I'm still GROWING UP!!!