three weeks ago it was told this is what i need today i can say no its not its crazy how one turn around can change allot of things in life i found it funny when my mom ask me why and how and all i can say is i don't know things happen but like she said my heart is big so ill always be bless anyways i have a friend i think about its crazy how you can be so in tuned into someone that you don't think about reality overall even when others dont care for people i still say there good peoples when i cleaned up the other day and i found some dental floss i found it so cute and funny all i thought about is my sweet tea from checkers that always cheer me up even tho i never used the floss
IN MY FEELINGS
I had a conversation with someone the other night i had to really step back and check out its easy gaining somebody trust but its hard to regain it but some people dont realize when others give you there trust its not that easy to just walk away it was said to me that there is a mystery to me its crazy because thats not the first time it was said the reason where the same the top reason was always said i dont express myself i hold allot in i know i keep things to myself but if anybody was to ask i never had a problem just saying it but you have to ask me and to me if you dont ask me anything you really not trying to know me so why bother
Brand new
i know it Monday so why not start off new i fell off for a minute but im about to regain myself slowly i was trying to find the inner me again i know i found it things take time but i know i got it and i know what i have to do about it
ENDING
This past year 1/2 i was deeply hurt i felt someone took everything from me but then i thought i found happiness which only i try to cover up with smiles i build up a wall but i forgot to leave the hurt on the other side but i can say i move on and i going to a place were i know i belongs i couldn't believe i let someone have that much control and i apologize cause i drag somebody along but im happy im free but if it was ment for me and that friend then it will be but im happy
