Emotional walls

Men need to understand that a woman's reaction is only the cause of a mans action. Knowing how to treat a woman good includes the skill of reassurance since its the only thing that will cut assumptions. Some know how, some don't and some just can't be bothered to try. personally i don't put myself in the predicament of the walls coming down but sometimes things just happens. I'm not perfect. Anyway allot of women knows when there walls are down but if they believe in it they allow them to continue to come down. and trust that both sides will come as one. Although some Men are afraid of allowing there wall to fall down at times now I'm not say that they don't need any reassurance either ladies because we do do stupid things at time but men understand that most of the times our reactions are base on your action.

the thought of that touch

Its been weeks since i had a touch .the last thing i had was a feeling and that was a feeling i never felt for anybody, but now that its gone away. i was thinking damn! the time I'm usually touch has just past and yet i have not been touch. i yearn for the touch of it but yet still. i know it wont come my way it sad but funny. any who i know that i can be touch by anybody but i don't want it my body crave and yearn only for DAT! but i guess all good things come to and end ........... (I'LL WAIT)

WTF

At first i embedded it in my head that something was wrong with me, but there is nothing wrong with me.

the only thing i can say i may be wrong at is the fact that i continued with everything and started to care more than i thought i would. but at the end of the day i was glad i did

many look at me and say i did this and did that but who the hell are you

most of the ones that have something negative to say don't even hold a conversation with me

"BITCH ASS NIGGERS".

(question) why y'all so worried about whats going on in my life

"NOTHING ASS"

(any who back to you ) if i didn't care i would have walk away a long time ago but i do.

i believe and trust everything around us i open that door.

now if i should close it whats next but i bet you would say do what you want man that's you!!!

Now at times you say you care but i don't know nor feel that its real

i don't kick your name under the bus i stand up for what i believe no matter how many hoes sluts tricks or dick suckers around

but if you cant stand for me then. why the fuck am I'm around.

i know its not the sex and even if that was the case sex don't hold nobody down. my mind cant even think right now

so I'm just free written but these words hit me and ate me alive

"i don't give a fuck about the hoe anyway she only good for sucking my dick not to mention she don't mean shit to me "

Now i find that hard to believe but who knows who and what somebody says and i shouldnt be mad cause 9 out of 10 its he say she say

but im pist

cause believe it or not it sound like some shit you just might say but you know what im going to let it be know yeah I LOVE YOU THERE I SAID IT I LOVE YOU now everybody who do read will know and to the haters run and tell that"

i can honestly say i never felt that feeling before wow! it amaze me every time it make me laugh and giggle i don't think its the ____ part of it its the connection that draws me to that point LMAO!!!! that's one of the reasons why im so content and why theirs no others even when you think there is I'm still here and the interview is always open to find out more just pull out the pen and paper and write the question down ?????123.....

reply to the open relationship

OKAY , OKAY let me just say in reality there is no such thing as a open relationship. now i am not going back on what i said, but let me take it a little deeper to open the eyes to some. when it all boils down too it an open relationship is nothing but the acceptance of your mate or should i say the one you desire. because there is no way in hell that a real man will allow his woman, girl, friend, whatever he wants to call her sleep with another man. especially when he wants her to himself. anywho, the word open realationship is a title for a cover up. Now the woman in the realtionship allows and accept the fact that the guy is truely not ready to commit but in reality a true woman will learn from it think about it this guy tell you what and how he feels about the next chick it teach you the do's and the don'ts, on the the other hand to woman do not be a fool he tells you enough to make you feel like you know everything cause in reality he cares to much to unfold all of the truth cause he knows it will hurt you

open relationship

I don't know who in there mind thought it was cool

but i need to let it be SAID

To me an open relationship is when a relationship where both partners hide nothing from each other, including their past relationships and sexual experiences

as i will say

"two free spirts"

but the key to it is *communication*.

In fact,The couple are not exclusively seeing each other and can date, flirt and hook up with other people

should they wish or choose to do so

In a true open relationship the couple will be fully honest with each other

(unlike most regular relationships).

They will not get pissed at each other for stupid things

(even tho it happen from time to time )

but when things like that does happen its said your in your feelings

In fact they will just love each other

For who they are and

support each other through times of need.

Although other people will say they are sluts and it will never work,

they only say this because they are jealous.

In the end the couple will get bored of seeing other people because they realize they are the best for each other

DAT!!!!!!!

this past

SO GLAD THE CREW BACK I MISS THEM SO MUCH THIS PAST WEEKEND WAS FUN I MISS MY SISTA WE CAME SO FAR AND NOW WERE BACK THIS IS TRUE LOVE and boy here comes trouble lol

IN OTHER NEWS............................

im so glad of the keep it 100 it keeps me content at first i thought bad about it and was ready to give it up

but then i realize were i stand

i respect it completely and im glad

as long as the 100 and the respect stays in affect

then in my book we da best

trilllllaaaaaa!!! dat!!!

REPLAY

FRIDAY-- was very cool got with the girls went to chill's and had a ball just laughing and talking about the past at times i do miss the football and celebrity world then again nahhhhhhhhhhh I'm good I'm loving "trillllaaaaa world"

Saturday-- went out to hardrock not feeling the wet willies there it sucks I'll stick with Miami beach but im glad we did go for Rita (cake) Sake she so sane right now

SUNDAY---- godson birthday party at the farms the party was cool even tho we got there late but the small talks were funny well let me say outburst on that note y'all hoes petty you wouldn't feel immediate if you knew your place please get over it and get a job or something and stop trying to have baby's lol y'all hoes make me laugh

MONDAY--- im happy but a little jealous a timepiece dame!!! WERE DEY DO DAT AT! but don't be stingy with it you know you couldve took it back and got 3 more we all can share PIMP!!! LMAO!!!!

TUESDAY-- well lets not talk about that but i did develop my first role of film

wed.-- in question "popcorn" what the hell is that

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