61 days in camp

Sixty – one days to get it all back together mentally, physically, and emotionally Damn! Kix how the hell you’re going to pull this one off? Oh well I just have too do what I have to do its all about me. some people that’s around me may start thinking im being selfish but if you know "me" as me you should know im far from selfish but its time for me to take care of me I have things to do and they been push back for a while sorry folks I have to make it better so I can be happy with me. I’m more than just a pretty smile with pretty eyes its so much work that has not been done because I made the choice of taken steps back, within these last 4 years I have been threw my up and down. I carried a dude that didn’t appreciated that it wasn’t about money with me anymore ( I always had my account and shoe box full) I went into deep like with someone but there insecurity drove me away (I needed a friend not a lover ) but this last year I gained a friend that I appreciate more than ever. Even when emotions get the best, but that’s just how it goes. He’s a friend that I will always appreciate and no matter how hard and harsh the world talks bad they still haven’t broken us apart. Thanks! xoxo However its crazy how small things can appear and take you on a life turn but I learn so much but im ready I found me the ambition always been there but these next 61 days we shall see im all for me and if you lose me within this time period trust me your not meant to be surrounded by me but at least I know one person no matter what will be standing! (all smiles )

glad

Just left the studio and i tell you I'm tired as heck i had a quick meeting well sit in for big uncle i tell you i don't miss that world at all and so GLAD i didn't get in so deep today was long and short in a way i didn't really get to do what i needed to do for myself but hey sometimes you have to do your dues to get your dues I'm so GLAD I'm not part of this market group even tho its healthy its still crazy.....

IN OTHER NEWS

i met one of the ceo from.... today unexpectedly just me being me our conversation ended at least 2hr after the simple "hello" everybody talks bad about him but he is totally so cool and I'm not going to lie some of the knowledge he spoke to me was so awesome i mean its so crazy how a simple hello beautiful can lead into such a deep spiritual learning experience but I'm GLAD for it and thankful

STEP OUT

Well my clown out buddy is gone for the week on tour even tho the clean cut been busy I'm GLAD that that's my bruh bruh no matter how hard i think why it never amount to saying any goodbyes I'm so GLAD that i learn to place our friendship into a pocket and hold it even threw the emotional times when saying in my head: "is this jerk for real" but that's still my bruh bruh and i love every moment we share..

IN CLOSING

IM GOING TO THE MOVIES...... lol i been trying to go to the movies for 3 weeks now and have not made it but im going tonight and back to the house i was invited to a Private cow event but im tired i need my me time and relax after this movie "chow"

CBR1000

They say i will fall off "thats funny" they say i will go broke "thats funny" they say i wont make it nor last

"thats funny"

It never amaze me how so many people try to bring you down just because there not........

(you know what i feel like telling a story)

I bought a CBR1000rr it was nice it rode smooth when i pick it up off the lot but once i rode it from the dealer the value of it drop but that wasn't the issue i rode this bike everyday too the point that i forgot about my car i was so in tune with the Honda to the point that this bike was all that matter but as i put miles on the bike i enjoyed the ride but the minor things were not being like the tune up as in oil changes making sure the anti-freeze is there changing the tires lubricating the chain and i even think the sprocket however in so many word this bike became a toy you can say it didn't ride the same as when i first got i don't know if its because i allowed so many others to ride on it race with it or just let it sit but its funny cause even tho it sit in the garage i still make sure its clean i think i clean it cause when it comes down to it its still my bike even tho i let everybody ride it and only act like i care about it when something goes wrong with it and i don't want to pay for it but at the end of the day i its still my bike but at this moment i have to end this and go down stairs and jump on this R6