61 days in camp

Sixty – one days to get it all back together mentally, physically, and emotionally Damn! Kix how the hell you’re going to pull this one off? Oh well I just have too do what I have to do its all about me. some people that’s around me may start thinking im being selfish but if you know "me" as me you should know im far from selfish but its time for me to take care of me I have things to do and they been push back for a while sorry folks I have to make it better so I can be happy with me. I’m more than just a pretty smile with pretty eyes its so much work that has not been done because I made the choice of taken steps back, within these last 4 years I have been threw my up and down. I carried a dude that didn’t appreciated that it wasn’t about money with me anymore ( I always had my account and shoe box full) I went into deep like with someone but there insecurity drove me away (I needed a friend not a lover ) but this last year I gained a friend that I appreciate more than ever. Even when emotions get the best, but that’s just how it goes. He’s a friend that I will always appreciate and no matter how hard and harsh the world talks bad they still haven’t broken us apart. Thanks! xoxo However its crazy how small things can appear and take you on a life turn but I learn so much but im ready I found me the ambition always been there but these next 61 days we shall see im all for me and if you lose me within this time period trust me your not meant to be surrounded by me but at least I know one person no matter what will be standing! (all smiles )